I guess I have made it. What a blessing it has been to have made it full term after what happened with Nellie. I am so glad that I made it this far, but man I am really ready to have this baby and not be pregnant anymore!
I can't sleep laying down half the time because I have heratburn and reflux so bad. The baby is so far up in my ribcage, that I can't even imagine where all of my insides are. My ribcage is so sore and there is this one spot that she is that I have this weird numbness and prickly feeling all the time. I feel like such a big cow, even though I know I am not, I just can't move like I want to. I am just so dang tired, I guess that is also because I have two very active children to take care of as well. The good thing is that because it is winter I haven't had any of the swelling that I had in my first two pregnancies, so that is good. I hope that her activity level doesn't transfer to after she is born because then I am in for it. My other two were very active, but she is even more so then they were.
I am scheduled for a c-section on Tuesday so I only have a few more days. It is weird because I am more nervous for the c-section this time, I think because both of the other times it wasn't planned so I didn't have time to get nervous about it. But I am just so grateful to know that I get to have a priesthood blessing from Kevin and that will greatly relieve my anxiety. I really would have loved to not have a c-section and have my babies the normal way, but I guess it just wasn't in the cards for me. I am just grateful to be able to have babies.

Lizzy loves to kiss my belly and talk to baby Jane. She asks me everyday how many more days until baby Jane comes. And them when I tell her she gets all sad and says "I want my baby Jane here now!" She is going to be my very good helper when Jane gets here. It is also so funny because she talks about wishing she was married so that she could be a mommy and have a baby in her belly too. She is such a doll.