August 19

That is the big day, when we find out if we are having a boy or another girl. I am so excited and I feel like the day is never going to get here. I just want to know what our baby is so I can picture it and prepare. I do NOT know how people go through their whole pregnancy without finding out. I am way too impatient for that plus I like to be able to think about the baby as a person rather than an unknown.

I am so nervous about it, of course we would love to have a boy but I wouldn't be disappointed about another girl. I love having girls, and if that is what Heavenly Father wants us to have then how can I complain. Plus I want the baby that I already have, and if that baby is a girl than that is what I want. The only thing I am really dreading about having another girl is the obnoxious comments people make about how Kevy just can't get it right, or somehow we need boys to feel complete. I know most people think they are funny or just making a comment but I am sensitive and it hurts my feelings.

So anyone reading this, If I am having another girl, please don't make a comment on how we can't get it right or whatever. We are not having another baby just to get a boy, we are having a baby because we want another child, boy or girl.